People confuse me nowdays..

Say one thing.. Mean another..

Play with peoples minds, thoughts, feelings etc.

Hmmmmmm.

Who can you really turn to..?

I can only count my set of friends on my hands nowdays..
(lots of associates but not alot of genuine people)

All this fake shit just doesn't work with me.. My face doesnt hide anything and speaks all the words I can't say..

I just give too much I think.. I care too much.. Its silly really..

All the people you never think will let you down do and its just heartbreaking..

I just need to get over it all & move the fuck on..

But I do sometimes honestly think I do too much for people.. I don't do shit to get it in return.. But I do too much that its EXPECTED? Its not spontanious.. Its not unexpected.. Its just the usual Holly ish.

Well it all needs to stop.. I am getting pretty good at locking people off nowdays and I'm just focused on me and my life, aspirations etc.

Theres only me here watching my back...

Just need to keep my enemies close... Revenge is a dish served cold please believe..
Forgive but definately not forget.. Once bitten twice shy as they say..

Reflecting..